Wednesday, January 5, 2011

New Blog Feature: Le mot du jour...

Le mot du jour is French for "The Word of the Day". J'aime les mots (I love words). So every Wednesday I will be doing a post of a favorite word in English with a translation of it in French. You know my life dream is to become fluent in French and I figured this would help. Enjoy....
 
 
 fanciful
[fan-si-fuhl]
 

-adj


1. not based on fact; dubious or imaginary: fanciful notions

2. made or designed in a curious, intricate, or imaginative way

3. indulging in or influenced by fancy;


Example: I rather a man with a sexual and fanciful mind.

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French Translation:
fantasque
[fÉ‘̃task]


Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Risky's Business.....

Way long ago I told you guys about a guy named PYT in a blog titled "Call me the Light-Skinned Bandit". The other day I ended up at the restaurant, where him and I used to serve(that's now a Tex-Mex eatery), for dinner. For old times sake, I excused myself from the table and went to the restroom we would use to make out in during the slow moments of our shifts.

I couldn't help but smile as I remembered how he would effortlessly lift me up on the counter to kiss me. PYT was great. Physically, everything I would want in a man. Tall (6ft 5in maybe), handsome, and tattooed. The only draw back was he was 2 years younger then me. Now, I usually don't bone any men younger then me but I've known other females who have and haven't noticed a difference other then the young buck's stamina.

Yes, PYT's (nicknamed after Michael Jackson's song)stamina was lengthy but he was also a bit immature, similar to that of a puppy. I mean it wasn't too bad, but on many occasions I felt like putting my hand in front of his nose and telling him to "sit boy" as the circles he was running me were annoying.

Any who, I remember one of the couple times we actually had sex (normally we just made out). He was in the back room rinsing off dishes and since I only had one table, I went to look in on him.

"Hey stranger." I said, picking at the paint in the door way.

"What up."

"You busy?" The way I asked the question must have sparked his interest because he looked up and at me with a raised eyebrow.

"Nothing that can't be interrupted..."

I walked in and since his tall frame was bent over the sink, I was able to put my arms around his neck. Positioning myself between him and the sink I brought his head down to mine for a kiss. Short and sweet. With a smile he licked his lips and rubbed them together as if savoring the taste of me. Taking a moment to look around he then whispered. "Usual spot?"

"Yes, let me check on my table and I'll meet you there in five. Do you have something?(condom)"

"Yup."

"Coo. Coo."

After bringing additional napkins to my table, I ran out into the service hallway, took a couple of turns and finally knocked on single bathroom door. It swung open and his large hands pulled me in. I jumped up on the counter and spread my legs as he settled between them. I loved the way he kissed, dominant like a man should be but sensual enough to be kind. I love the missionary position because I can kiss the man that's providing my pleasure but when I want something that feels amazingly good, doggy style it is. Lol.

That day...all I wanted was him behind me. As he took the time to slid the latex protection on, I slid off the counter, hiked my skirt up and turned around to rest my elbows on the cold countertop. Thankful, the pup knew what to do. No questions asked. Good boy.

Revisiting public places I've had sex in is the reason I love it in the first place. It's just like when you have sex to a certain song then hear it again, no one else knows or can share that memory with me except the man I was with....

Playing on my iPod: Old Farts Edition









Sunday, January 2, 2011

A recap.....

January- I started a job that I worked so hard to get and moved into my dream apartment. Crossed another dream off the list.

February- My Stepdad died unexpectedly. Going to his funeral and having to face the issues we used to have was one of the hardest things I ever have to do.

March- After reading a blog written by Atom, I was inspired to start one of my own. Best decision EVER! I finally had a spot where I could say whatever I wanted instead of keeping all the thoughts that mattered to me bottled up.

April- I suffered a momentary lapse of judgement (sex) and for the first time in a while I was truly, truly disappointed with myself. I was stronger then the physical attraction and I should have dug deeper. Never again.

May- After weeks of hard work, dedication and self-motivation, I successfully organized my tattoo photo shoot, celebrating beautiful, feminine women who are also tattooed. I proved to myself that only I stand in the way of accomplishing my dreams.

June- I started to experience the Chicago summer. Free festivals, lightening bugs in the park, outdoor concerts, flea markets, and the beach and lake. I could go on and on....it's truly an enchanting time....

July-My best friend came to visit me and I loved every minute of it.

August- I celebrated my 1 year anniversary in Chicago.

September- I was laid off from my job and had to scramble quickly to put the pieces of my life back together.

October- I turned 26 and had a semi mid-life crisis.

November- I disappointed myself again when I let my youth program, something I had worked and believed in so much, crumble beneath me. Another unfinished dream added to the pile.

December- I proved to myself that while we fall, we can still pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off and accomplish a goal. No more "No Men"!

What was your year like? What stuck out in your mind during each month. What do you want to accomplish this new year?

I know it's so cliche for new year resolutions but I love the feeling of being able to wipe the slate clean. To feel like I can reinvent myself into the person I lost throughout the last year.

My new goals for this year?

I'm going on a spending diet (I'll write a more detailed post later) to pay off bills, debt and save, I'm doing P90X for the first 90 days to get in shape, and I'm going to tackle my youth program again. I also want to work on loving my family and honestly, just living life. I think I'm also going to write a yearly bucket list and do something one month I've always wanted to do.

What are your plans for 2011?

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Time to start kissing frogs....

Hello all! Happy 1-1-11!

Just wanted to weigh in on how I'm feeling about my year of men finally coming to an end. I'm super duper excited, optimistic and giddy about the dating process but I find that I'm also pretty nervous. Anxious is probably a better descriptive word when I realized I can no longer hide behind my "No Men" policy. When an attractive man asks to exchange information, I'm going to have to learn how to be open and available to him.

2010 got me in a better place emotionally, no scarring, no daddy issues but now 2011 is going to have to teach me to make myself open to love and the journey it'll require.

I am excited to share my dating stories and heart fluttering moments with you guys though! 

The picture above totally captures who I am right now. I feel like a hopeful princess who is wishing upon a star not knowing the frog she is going to meet may just become her Prince. Lol....UBER CORNY I know, but that's how I feel...crazy ain't it!!!!

Thursday, December 30, 2010

I know I'm late but.....

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
I surprised my family and flew home for the holiday. I was originally going to stay in Chicago to have a relaxing day in bed with my Pup, store bought food and OnDemand, but I'm super glad I ended up in Denver. Going home for Thanksgiving requires me running around trying to see as much people as possible. This time, I was able to relax. I spent a whole day shopping and goofing around with Ivory and realized how much I missed my bestie.
 There weren't a whole lot of things I wanted because cash is always preferred, but I did get P90X. I figured it would help get the muscle mass back that I used to have in high school. They have the option doing a workout routine that will help build lean muscle instead of bulking up so I will be starting that Jan 2nd (I'll need Jan. 1st off to nurse the hangover I know I'm going to have tomorrow. Patron here I come!!!).
The only gift I said I was going to buy myself, no matter what, was my new tattoo (actual picture of my neck...lol) It saying "Dieu" meaning God in French. I love it so much and am so glad I was able to go to my regular guy in Denver to get it done.


On my flight home, they asked if there were any passengers who would be willing to take the next flight to Chicago for a free ticket anywhere. Seeing as though I had nothing but time, I offered my seat....SCORE!!! Ivory and her family are going on a cruise in May and I just found a way to pay for my plane ticket.

I had an amazing Christmas and I'm SOOOO thankful for Jesus, God and all the blessing they have bestowed upon me this year and the many more I will receive in 2011!

Hope you had a great holiday and if you didn't celebrate Christmas I hope you had a great Saturday!

xoxo, Forwarning

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Uhhh......excusey?! Santy Claaaause.......

How have I not known about these cute little Spirit Hoodie things until now?! I want one and I want one today....any of the following will work! Since they retail for $129+ and I'm flat broke, I think I can put my creative hands to use and make my own. Good faux fur isn't hard to come by and I've already found some sewing patterns online so I think I'm golden. I'll let y'all know how it goes!